Wednesday, May 11, 2005
{ 2:21 PM }
Jas:bothering things i shldn't haf bothered.damn vexed now.jus chldn't figure wads went wrong wif me. i knw tht tis critical tym i shldn't thinkk too muchh.but...concentration 0% on studies.retaining nxt yr.(i thn).
really nid a conclusion on tht particular 'botherings'. it had stayyed no ans for several months.or i can sae 24 months(almost). tis 'botherings' jus run wild myy mine recently.i duno y.mayb tis 'botherings' is getting more and more obvious.frm nobody knws to a more den a dozen of people helping me to keep tis 'botherings'.rather, i shld sae a secret. its getting more and more shaky. it may b exposed 1 dayy. i jus wonder if it is review one dayy, it shall b end of myy life bahh.
tingz ar...jus...u r jus being vry negative. thinkking tht u r not important to e world.den hu else did.evry1 is equal. even president bush and the terrorists are all human.evry drop of water makes an ocean.the world need man-kind. and evry man play a role. u r important to ur lurve ones. u play an important role to ppl arnd u. entertaining other doesn't mean u r a clown or wad. making ppl smile is jus part of ur contribution to e world. making ppl smile and laugh nids strength and effort. ur effort pay off when u see a grin on their face.
ppl live in tis world has a reason.no one knws wad is tis particular reason. but 1 of e main reason u live in tis world ishh tht, u nid to look for a an ans. an ans tht ans u y u live in tis world. if u dun participate in finding tis reason, den dere's no point living in tis world.
even if i tok tht muchh, u wun listen, den tis speech is pointless.
it depend on ur attitude.
life is a path. a path wif many cross sections. many ppl willing to gif u a helping hand upon leading u to e rite one. be an optimisticm or pessimistic one, u r e only one hu haf e rite to choose for urself.
all sadness and sorrow are created by man.
dun thinkk of e prob but thinkk of e solution. and thinkk it outside the box.
looks lyk i've tok too muchh.
ending
signing off
lotsa enlightenment.
