Friday, January 05, 2007
{ 12:28 AM }
5th of jan 2007. happy birthday to huiting.
it has been a month since i was here. and im back.
the brand new year didnt past as what im expected.
new working place, unfamiliar faces, i feel so foreign and alien.
or in fact, other than huilin, the rest or them are real damn foreign to me.
they are either malaysians or those from china.
i dont feel a sense of belonging.
it is tough out there.
doing what im doing now was a wrong choice for me.
not that the environment was taken into consideration, but the job itself.
people who know me understand who i am.
i simply hate people who waste precious food.(those dishes are so damn expensive)
and many did that.
everyday, i need to see those people.
they are used to those overwhelming luxury.
thats too much of them.
now, you know what im working as....?
its 2007, GCE O level result will release in no time.(5th of feb, if its true)
as time past, i kept wondering...
i lost all confident i had had in the past.
i thought i could done well.
but as i was recalling, it seems that getting what i expected is drifting faraway.
i knew i cant hope much, just kiss the cross and pray that it wont be that bad.
next is open house.
then, the next stage of my life. i hope it would be a great one. kiss the cross and god bless...
