Thursday, August 30, 2007
{ 1:36 AM }
congrats...you guys are having holiday huh... it has been a long time since i last had any test or exam. those "intense" preparation and stuff, i really missed it a lot.
and recently, i realised i lost my goal in life. theres nothing i would want to care more. to be exact, i lost the desire in doing anything. i used to dream and fantasize what i would want or wish to do in future. i used to care and bother people around me. now, no one would give me this motivation to care or bother him/her. it is as if i live for the sake of living... gosh...what the hell is wrong with me...
numb... almost, i guess.
the only thing that keeps my mind winding is the upcoming FF psp game; final fantasy VII: crisis core. guess once the game is launched, i would shut myself into devotion.
people who know it will find it contradicting. you already knew how was the ending like, the protagonist will die. you can only watch him die and you cant do anything.
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