Saturday, March 29, 2008
{ 3:12 PM }
was asked by an experienced-in-life adult about my future. of course, another typical question again. but its a question that influence you for life. i've been thinking it since sec 2. right, it might be typical to others, but for me, no. thats why when i knew that i chose the wrong course, it was devastated, totally. to keep looking forward or to reconsider, honestly, im still struggling. now, making into university is my next ultimate goal. please, dont make me do something regretful again.
when i told peeps about it, they say "aiya, change lah. since you are so unhappy with your course. what is there to consider?"
yah, what is there to consider? for the past 365 days, what have i achieve? i want to talk to some one who know what is happening and is able to give me a concrete answer. but apparently theres nobody to talk to.
tell you a case of my friend's current situation. shes currently persuading a business diploma course that shes not really into it. and also, shes currently signing up for an acting course. a professional one. she paid about 3k for it. if she is able to make a debut she will be paid based on number of hours she work. another words, she if took up a role and had 6 hours of acting, she will be paid based on that rating. but chances for her not getting any roles for the whole month or even months is very high, unless she stands out a lot. competitive job after all. being a professional tv presenter is her dream. she took up this course with quite a lot of uneasiness. shes not exactly talented and was afraid that her parent might object the road she choose.
if you were her, will you continue the course or stop dreaming and finish your dip course? she asked me to put myself in her shoe. but i just cant give her an answer at all. only solution is if only there is a diploma course if tv presenting or something like that...
