Saturday, April 19, 2008
{ 11:59 PM }
today meant to be sad. but somehow, i just dont feel it at all.
it was grandma's cremation day. had been busy doing the ritual stuff for the past days. you know, i had a very strong-willed mum. she was the last woman to finally let her tears gushed out. it was during the cremation. see my cousins, uncles, aunties crying their hearts out, it was heart aching. honestly, i didnt feel a moment of sadness at all. doesnt mean i dont care about my own grandma but... somehow, i only felt that its a cycle of living beings. i felt the same when it was grandpa's. but for life, they will live within our heart, definitely. however, what if some one even closer to me is leaving me... CHIO! well, better not be that soon...
then, went gathering with my mates. and had quite some fun chatting and playing.
guess my day shall end here~
