consider this something i hate most in my life. and in contrary, we always have this circulate around our lives.

nothing philosophical here.

happened to just finished reading one of my favourite novelist's novel. spent the last 10hours reading the last 2 vols. shoulders aching now.

felt quite sucks after finishing it. i dont mean the story, its the feeling sucks alot. well, the feeling goes the same whenever im on any story. the end-of-story feeling just sucks alot, no matter how good or how bad the endings are. that sort of emptiness is terrible.

good stories are worse, of course. cliffhangers are worst out of anything!

that novel i just finished was a big cliffhanger.

well, for your information it stopped serializing since 1994 and i was like 4? came across her titles during 2005, 10 years after her serialization stopped.

so why do i need to wait for 5 years? well, back then i was reading vol 1-8. during the mist, there were rumours about her reworking on this title. it was 2007 then when the rumours were spreading. vol 9 and 10 serve like a epilogue kind of thing. so, i just waited. her other titles kept me going till now. its 2010 now. no factual news at all. i gave up.

feel really horrible after finishing everything. its like a....err....when your boyfriend/girlfriend broke up with you? not sure about the feeling but something like that.

omg, tomorrow is National Day? god damn...i'll be honest. i forgot. i was about to click on the "publish post", thats when i see the date and time.

life with too much indulgence isnt a very healthy huh...