An examination is coming up... two days from now. scared to death... really.

making things worse, i just cant concentrate AT ALL. Im addicted to something. not those game addicts or whatsoever, its as good as a drug addict. the withdrawal is driving me nuts.

I hereby, deeply apologize to people whom I always nag at them to quit smoking. aint easy at all. Now I understand.

Anyway, I cut myself off the social networking world for some times already. Havent been updated with peeps around.

Got to know that Mei Juan quit school again only recently. Okay, not gonna say anything like "why quit school again?!" that kind of thing. I still feel that a diploma serve a security for future though.

Nevertheless, its all about living your life to the fullest. For now, I really enjoy looking forward to overseas studies, enjoy reading that big pile of books that I bought recently(cost me about $200++ anyway), enjoy writing, enjoy playing piano, enjoy good stories, enjoy driving, enjoy working (err...not really), enjoy studying Japanese, enjoy making use of my life so much.

well, too much enjoyment is costly too. guess I should make some sacrifices in order to balance out my finance and enjoyment.

as for Mei Juan, just dont regret your choice. there are things that if you dont do it now, you might never get to do it again. school life is short and plays the most memorable part of your life. you can work for the rest of your life. good luck anyway.