Monday, May 14, 2012
{ 8:57 PM }
I'm in the 2nd month of my Jap-uni life. Nothing too special, but everyday is different.
Internet-less life for the past 6 weeks. Good and bad. Leave the bad aside, lets talk about the good.
7 freshmen moved into the same apartment on the same (almost) day. 4 Koreans, 2 Singaporeans and 1 Turkmen.
Life is a void when you are cut from the outside world. Everyone felt the same. Therefore, to fill the void, we got together. Thats how the bond started.
We see each other every single day, sunday to saturday, more than 16 hours a day. Imagine, you dont even see your best friends and family that much. The few of us who barely know each other, like it or not, had to.
As we got closer, we started having dinner together, watch movies together, drink shit stuff together and sometimes, even sleep together. The days were fun and the bond was strong.
But it wasnt as strong as I thought. When the internet came, we stopped getting involved into each other's life and start leading our own. Other than school work, we hardly talk about other stuff. Maybe its just me, or what? I don't know.
Well, I admit that I feel lonely easily. There are stuff where no matter how much you tried to cry out to your kins across the other side of the world, it cant actually fill the loneliness you are feeling.
Maybe I fabricated life here to be too perfect. When it comes to fun, we can share it unconditionally. But when it comes to workload and burden, I wonder if we are able to shoulder it altogether unconditionally too.
