Wednesday, May 30, 2012
{ 6:55 PM }
Peaceful day, stressful workload. We sometimes come to a conclusion whereby we all thought the same: what exactly are we doing?
Because we are all first years? I don't know. I thought that since Im (one of) the oldest living student here, I should be clear on my direction. Apparently not.
When things do not advance to the direction where you planned, it goes haywire. Im talking about this guy who is currently studying with me here. Singaporean. Smart guy. Good in managing his own time. prideful. Planned his academic life very well...till something unexpected happened; love life. Never expect himself to fall for somebody here and his life is in a mess now.
Well, mine too, messed up. Honestly speaking, deep down, I actually planned to come back for SIT and give up studying here. After all design is still my interest. I do like journalism too though. But its a new field to pursue. Since I already started off with design, I might as well continue the path.
Life is unexpected, seriously. I came to realise that my real dilemma is about choosing what I like to do and choosing what Im enjoying now.
I start to want to see him everyday. Perhaps this is my very first time talking about subjects like this. Life is really unexpected. I swore that I will never go for anyone younger than me and there I am now, feeling something for this 3 years younger big baby. I just hope that this feeling can get away as soon as possible. I need to concentrate on my work.
