Sunday, October 15, 2006
{ 1:13 AM }
i feel like updating it myself, so, i'll just do it now.
yesterday was graduating day. even though ive graduated i dont feel as one. this feeling was kind of mixed...
i wanted to get out of the school as soon as possible but yet have got this sense of lost. why?
while i was reading yamapi's diary, i found out the reason. we led only one life. when its gone, it will never be back. four years in holy innocents' high will never repeat.
as what according to him, he, as a public person cant really devote all his time on studies.therefore, many of his teachers doubt that he can make it to university.thise condescending remarks he got was "if its you, its a mission impossible." "you want to make it to university? are you kidding?". the way he lead his life was far different from mine. i, as a normal ongoing schooler dont cherish the time i had and now, that chapter is about to end...
not just me. people the whole graduating cohorts too. as expected, many cried as they are about to bid goodbye to friends and teachers. nevertheless, they might still see each other, when the day comes, it will never be the same again.
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i hope to be a supporting pillar of some one when they need me. i want to be part of their motivation. when they collapse, i grab on to them. when they are on the verge of giving up, i give them a push. thats a person i want to be.
remember, we only lead one life. different people lead different life. cherish it, do whatever you want, dont let it go to waste...
i feel kind of thirsty. feel like drinking something. i'll stop here to go to the fridge... next time then...
