Tuesday, February 05, 2008
{ 11:48 PM }
did something extremely terrible today. really hate myself from doing it. but...what is done is done. what i can only say is SORRY. didnt mean to do it but...
well, i skipped lesson today. had a very terrible headache the moment i wake up. know why? ive been burning midnight oil every now and then, why is that so? thanks to my workload... even the healthiest person will collapse. so, i messaged mei juan, informing her that i wont be attending lesson today. the next moment, yunjie messaged me, asking me to come to sch later to discuss our next project. seriously, i wished i didnt read that message. i wanted a "leave" for a day, but apparently its impossible. i know its not Yunjie's fault. its that f*cking S*ee h*ong. i promised i'll try to come at 12. but i kept an empty promise... i went back to sleep after replying, hoping that my headache will go away after some sleep...
know what happened then? yes, i didnt wake up at 11, instead i woke up at around 2pm in the afternoon. okay, im the worst. putting my team mates on air... i seriously understand how is it feels like to be ps by some one. but i did that myself. im the WORST OUT OF THE WORST.
dragged out by my mum to town to buy stuff for new year. as we walked towards far east, there is this man who kept pestering me, asking me for modeling. mum just kept walking, leaving me alone hunting for other stuff. the minute he ask told me ive got the x-factor, i was like "huh? are you kidding?!" this guy seriously was very persistent. followed me from tangs to far east... in the end, i just left my phone number to him to quickly shake him off. now, this guy start messaging me, trying to persuade me for modeling... please lah, uncle i dont have the terms for modeling lah...
